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Cutscene

by Loss of Appetite

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1.
Memorial 05:18
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I am incapsulated An inhabitation A mess that's never quelled I haven't even tried to eliminate my sin So why'm I surprised when I'm faced with Hell? Why'm I surprised when I'm faced with Hell? Why'm I surprised when I'm faced with Hell? And could you taste the poison? Will all these accusations end with you? And could you feel the tension before you left the room? All I see Treachery I don't want to relive my memories All of this eventually Will chew me up and eat the pieces Hyper-focused on this hell-scape nightmare Memorial to my fading dreams I won't lie to you and say tomorrow holds any care for you or me All my thoughts are shattered in despair All my thoughts are broken everywhere All my thoughts are shattered in despair All I see Treachery I don't want to relive my memories All of this eventually Will chew me up and eat the pieces All I see Treachery I don't want to relive my memories All of this eventually Will chew me up and eat my pieces
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At Home 02:34
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Bored and confused Stuck Waiting Passing time Held onto a faith that will tide me over till midnight Sharing secrets with myself cause I'm alone It always feels so desolate at home Bloodshot eyes from staring at a screen It was 10:15 but now it's 11:30 I had plans 3 hours ago but they've been spoiled for me Left on hold till I wake up in the morning Sharing secrets with myself cause I'm alone It always feels so desolate at home Desolate at home At home Sharing secrets with myself These things aren't good for my health
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Familiar as Shame 02:10
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Am I over-reading into this? Is this an arbitrary incident? No there's nothing there Nothing there You've got an air tight alibi You know you'll use it at the right time I'm just a cockroach staring up at your boot I'm in love with all this pain Familiar as shame I've left self respect behind And I hate it I'm so lonely My thoughts hurt me all the time They hurt me all the time Join a friend or two Gone till I follow suit Mattress shattered glass Festers in my mind Every stretch of time I endured with you Grave as soft as snow Inherit these heirlooms I'm in love with all this pain Familiar as shame I've left self respect behind And I hate it I'm so lonely My thoughts hurt me all the time They hurt me all the time Chained by revision Unholy Inquisition A smear campaign Of course the fault is my own But I can't accept this Don't want to live without this Ruse of kindness You make me feel whole
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Losing Friends 03:32
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Laugh cynically Your misery is comfort for A world I'll never know Tides come and they stretch Your fingers grip my neck A fault of mine Realized but I'm out of time A lack of sympathy Or is it empathy? Your shelf life dwindling Sour hypocrisy Spent all my energy I'm still not listening Not prepared to let go Feels like losing everything My security gone Can't hold on All I wish to say When you come my way I wish to see You next to me A Cold War Forever more A lack of sympathy Or is it empathy? Your shelf life dwindling Sour hypocrisy Spent all my energy I'm still not listening Not prepared to let go Feels like losing everything And now I feel what I didn't before And now I know what is gone And it hurts More A lack of sympathy Or is it empathy? Your shelf life dwindling Sour hypocrisy Spent all my energy I'm still not listening Not prepared to let go Feels like losing everything
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Death to Die 04:19
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Fantasize but never live Receive nothing Love I cannot give My eyes could never be dried My heart could never survive My mind will always return to dream To dream of painful memories Lie forever till I die In pain forever until tonight And as I hold back The scream Holding back my terror My head rips apart by the seams Grim waiting ecstasy My bride Cold fingers Certainty My death to die Lovely suicide My death to die Lovely suicide Lovely suicide My death to die Lovely suicide My die to die All I fantasize All I remember is I've forgotten Is it December? No it's still Autumn Please give me rest from this world Please embrace me with your coldest temperature My death to die Lovely suicide My death to die All I fantasize My death to die Lovely suicide My death to die All I fantasize My death to die My death to die My death to die My lovely suicide
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My Secret Garden 03:02
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Noises in my secret garden I'm behind it Noises in my secret garden I'm behind it The railings the pictures Indeed you never had Apart from denial You had positions of it In unspoken disease and bitter nights The moon is dead The stars too bright Noises in my secret garden I'm behind it Noises in my secret garden I'm behind it Trampled under crowds The ground Beneath the feet The bodies are stiff and broken in defeat The falsehood of the page The tedium of the paid Tossing and turing Sweating and burning Nothing feels so great anymore Noises in my secret garden I'm behind it Noises in my secret garden I'm behind it Visions of snakes on a garden path One second bite One second laugh Slow down the rate and your body heat And suddenly imagine sleep Wish I could make up the time and learn your secrets
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The point is mute. 02:36
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Abide by and acclimatize to The pig slop force fed to you Prayers for deliverance are all that can be done and Your lamentations will quickly be forgotten and shunned Weep for the ones gone ahead of you Like Ian, Dallas, or your father struggling in spite of you The only one he ever loved the best Upgrades are easy So commit to a whiff of less stress The point is mute nothing can be done The point is mute now your head is hung The point is mute now you can shut it down and Bite your tongue whenever someone else is around
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Cutscene 05:41
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Your affirmations sound like lies Spending hours as fast as I can Skip all these cutscenes with sleep If I can Why do you still check up on me? Is it malice or is it jealousy? My life feels like a lie Washed down the gutter last night The world isn't on my side And help I will never find Excuse me? Nothing ever happened in the first place We only talk when it's convenient for you And we only talk about your problems Your uneventful day It hurts me more than anything and I hate it It feels just like the sensation of being stabbed Over and over and over again Why do you deny me after you indulge me with your eyes? You know what you're doing to me You mix your little signals while you drown your own misery You know what you're doing to me So skip the cutscene and give a little honesty
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Dead in the Water 02:15
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Careful with your wording Wipe the ichor off the wire Can you cover? Can you cover up the gorging? Where can you stuff the guilt? You cannot hide Make sure to flush it before you lock eyes Dead in the water Somebody's daughter Has a liking for slaughter Dead in the water Somebody's daughter Has a liking for slaughter Messy bathroom Messy wire Messy fingers Clots and sinews You've stained the floor Your cheek Your dress And fuck it stinks Too late you've taken action Too late to call How can you think straight scrubbing it off the wall? Dead in the water Somebody's daughter Has a liking for slaughter Dead in the water Somebody's daughter Has a liking for slaughter Dead in the water Dead in the water Dead in the water Dead in the You're dead in the water You're dead in the water You're dead in the water You're dead in the I cannot think straight I'm having a bad dream I cannot think I cannot sleep at night I have bad dreams I cannot think straight Dead in the water Somebody's daughter Has a liking for slaughter Dead in the water Somebody's daughter Has a liking for slaughter
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Self Help 03:49
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Catatonic Caught staring at the ceiling I want access to the means to numb my feelings Catatonic Caught staring at the ceiling I want access to the means to numb my feelings Take a breath Take another Air on paranoia's fire Stay awake all night Nocturnal devastation tonight Guard yourself Guard your mind from subconscious machinations But I've grown tired and lazy And I can't keep my head straight anymore Catatonic Caught staring at the ceiling I want access to the means to numb my feelings Catatonic Caught staring at the ceiling I want access to the means to numb my feelings Take a breath Take another Air on paranoia's fire Stay awake all night Nocturnal devastation tonight Time to die to yourself again The only advice given to explain your pain Oh time to die to yourself again The only advice given to explain your pain And if I told you You wouldn't believe me And if I asked you for help You would You'd say no instantly And I know you wouldn't give me a Second thought And I know you would just tell me That I think about this too much Time to die to yourself again The only advice given to explain your pain Oh time to die to yourself again The only advice given to explain your pain oh time to die to yourself again The only advice given to explain your pain Oh time to die to yourself again The only advice given to explain your pain Oh time to die to yourself again The only advice given to explain your pain Oh time to die to yourself again
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Cooperation 04:06
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A picture taken through a window I better call the cops for all I know Another call another scene Shut up yourself from the obscene I don't know blood But I know fear I wear a mask inside of here Sitting in restless Pointless tears Don't lend a hand Get me out of here Situations change They changed today Is it propaganda in this hideaway? I'll bear the silence on my own I watch the violence from my home I don't know touch but I know pain I wear my ruin alone again Anger at the TV Anger from the start I'd let it out but who would it harm? Touch the light Then touch the dark In the corner it feels so stark Rub your fingers on the glass again Touch your face It all feels the same I'll stay inside Like you all To hide my theories in a bottle again It's all different now I never knew it could hurt this bad Cracks grow and you trace them through the sand And then they break and you never see them again Stay quiet Stay

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These are songs I wrote from 2018-2022.

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released August 29, 2023

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